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20 November 2009
How did you decide to become a novelist?
I was cycling one day when I saw an enormous crowd attending a funeral, which gave me the concept for the novel. Also at the time, I was seeing a psychiatrist and was thinking a lot about depression and addiction, which also contributed to the creation of my characters. When I arrived home, I had already created in my mind two of the characters and the ending. I went straight to my computer and started writing. I wrote the novel quite quickly, in about six months, and didn't tell anything to anyone, including my family, until it was finished.
You have been a journalist, a spin doctor and you are now a novelist: which job is the most difficult and which is the most fulfilling?
Being a journalist was the easiest of the three and being a spin doctor was both the most fulfilling and the most difficult job. It was tough and challenging but gratifying because I was part of a team which not only changed the country, but I believe changed it for the better. It is also very gratifying, though not as difficult, to write a novel, because you get to start something from scratch, created entirely from your imagination. Also, I was recently contacted by someone on Facebook, who told me that reading my book completely changed his view on mental illness, which was hugely rewarding for me.
The novel has been described as semi-autobiographical. How much of yourself have you put in the characters and is there one in particular you most identify with?
Several aspects of the characters are inspired from my own experiences. I suffer from depression, like most of them, and did myself some of the therapies I describe in the book. At times, I identified with the psychiatrist: when I was in politics, I was at the centre of the action, so -like him- I often had to guess what people were thinking. I also had a nervous breakdown, so I know how it feels to crack up, and this part of the novel is inspired from my own experience. The MP is an alcoholic, like I was. The way David feels and describes depression in the book is very much like mine, although unlike him, I was lucky enough to be able to do things with my life and not to be paralysed by my illness.
The novel shows a very sensitive side of your character, in sharp contrast to your public persona in politics: how did you manage to handle being vilified so much?
I believe you can be both very tough and very vulnerable at the same time. During my ten years with Tony Blair, I sometimes felt depressed, but always managed to isolate my personal state of mind from my job. But when I quit Number 10, I must say that it was very tough, as I suddenly had a lot of time to think and felt very depressed again. I was very active and kept myself very busy, but I felt I had no purpose and nothing I did seemed very gratifying. The book really helped me in that regard, in the sense that I realised it wasn't a problem anymore not to know exactly what I was going to do with my life, and that for the first time, I had the freedom to do whatever I wanted. The things I miss are also the things I don't miss: I miss having a sole mission, but I don't miss the constant pressure and the fact that I always had to leave choices to others. As for being vilified, it didn't really affect me or my kids, but it was tough for my mother. What I hated though was when I did a briefing, but that the journalists chose instead to talk about me rather than the policy.
What has been your most memorable moment at Downing Street?
The best moment, without a doubt, was the day of the Good Friday Agreement in Northern Ireland. But when I look back at those ten years, I don't really think about good or bad times, more about the fact that we have achieved something that was very difficult.
For someone who has been used to being constantly surrounded by people, doesn't it feel lonely to be a novelist?
I sometimes feel a bit lonely, but I am fine most of the time. I don't mind my own company and can easily stay at my computer writing for eight hours straight. That said, I do like being part of a team, so enjoy meeting with my publisher and my agent.
What is your next move?
I am writing another novel, which is about the friendship between a famous actress and her best friend. I am working on the third draft so am almost finished now. (It is actually finished now. It is called Maya, the name of the film star - AC) I would really like to turn the novels into films, and maybe write the scripts myself. But I also want to do different things in my life, and don't really have a career plan anymore.
Can you tell us something we don't know about yourself?
I am terrified of dentists and injections. Not long ago, I was at the hospital and when I saw the nurse approaching with the needle, I fainted.
All in the Mind (Hutchinson) is published in french under the title Tout est dans la tête (Albin Michel)
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Good line at Henry … Chic Londres!! Didn’t he used to be part of that? Why hasn’t Wenger come out and urged his countrymen to act as he did when Arsenal stole a goal against Sheffield United. Ireland today feels even sadder and angrier than yesterday
Your lazy blogs are better than those of others who have toiled for hours, so fear not. Hope the dentist not too bad. Nice to know you have these little weaknesses
I like to predict what you will blog about. Got you right on the Queen’s Speech (easy one that) and on Henry (I knew you would be livid at that). I was thinking today you’d do the Europe appointments … don’t tell me … you are underwhelmed???
enjoyed the French interview, and am pleased your book is getting picked up in France. I come from a family with a history of alcoholism, drug addiction and depression, and so it was no surprise when I found I was suffering from depression and required treatment, including two spells in hospital. All In The Mind was recommended to me by a nurse. She gave me her copy after she had finished it and I did not read it for a while, but when I did, I was really moved, and at times blown away both by the descriptions of the various illnesses people in the book had, but even more than that by the feelings of hope that somehow, despite everything, it engendered. So I was glad to see the interview alongside, and read a few of your thoughts on how the book came to be. Add me to the Facebook friend who said it made them think differently
I’ll guarantee one thing about the Henry handball incident, if the same thing had happened to England most Irish supporters would be laughing their heads off. This sort of thing happens all the time in football and most players and fans are happy to overlook it when it benefits their team, get over it !!
Need to get out more? Are you joking? Maybe when the weather calms. Cutting and pasting is clearly the way forward in Blogosphere – seriously this is a very enlightening read. I passed out cold after my second cataract op last november and it was a comfort to be told it’s usually the men who faint! Have a good weekend.
I thought you would say something today about having someone British in one of the European top posts. Given your previous blog on your old boss. No actually I didn’t – your previous blog was all about your personal support for the CHEATING scumbag Blair and your hatred of Cameron. You don’t care about Britain do you?
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Osborne, of the old Irish Ascendancy? Pafff, why? The Dully Maul can have him for a Bullingdon reminiscences column perhaps . . . ???
ALASTAIR CAMPBELL’S FIRST BLOGGED F-WORD? YES, BUT
ONLY AS ONE LAST RESORT NEED YOU EVER F*CK IT
Social historians believe even the Austrian psychoanalyst, Dr Sigmund Freud, occasionally resorted to using strong – and, during his time – socially unacceptable, off-colour language. His purpose? To shock consulting clients, who were lolling around his couch, mulling things over, out of their Minds and into the Moment, so that some authentic emotions might emerge from their hearts, analytical dialogue might then prove possible, and therapeutic intervention begin. And, in Freud’s day, doubtless it could work a treat
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